Hello. My name is Michelle Occhipinti for those off you who don’t know. I’m 13 going on 14 and i like school and my life, when its not being messed up by my family and my teachers. for all of you who enjoy laughing at other peoples fail of a life, you are definitely reading the right blog. If you are one of those people that always has to respect everyone and is a preppy ass, well you will also like this blog. My life is like a messed up story that’s adventure, romance(rarely), mystery, and basically any other genre of book you can think of. All told in just one blog. One, badly written, messed up, blog. So here we go, the beginning of my soon to be messed up year…..
First two weeks of 8th grade, yay, or DAMNIT, i don’t know anymore. The past two weeks of school have been…interesting. So far i have just been sitting in class listening to my teachers tell me what you i going to learn and all the rules for success! Sorry to tell you teachers, but no one is listening. If a random parent or person were to walk in the door when you were trying to talk to “us” all they would see is 30+ sleeping students and a crazy teacher talking to them self. I no they want to try to teach us respect and cooperation, but NO ONE CARES STOP TRYING TO BRAIN WASH US!!! Sometimes i want to just stand up and scream “You want us to stand up for ourselves??? well here u go! I’m standing up for myself! Now shut up and teach us something useful or I’m just going to go sit in a corner and stab the wall with a ruler because that’s more educational than what your telling us right now!” But of course if i say something like that then ill get in trouble and they’ll give me a lecture about respecting the teacher and other crap that i wont listen to. It seems like teachers are always contradicting what they are trying to tell us. First they tell us don’t lie and that lying is bad, then when you tell them tha learning stuff that you are never going to use is pointless and not worth the time, they get mad at you for telling the truth! Two days ago we had to do a “thinking map” about lying. Basically Ms Oliver said,”Ok class! This thinking map is about Lying! now how do you fell after you tell a lie.”
“i feel great after telling a lie thanks for asking”
“That’s right class, you feel terrible after telling a lie. That’s why you should never lie, you will feel terrible about yourself and loose self esteem”
“stop lying to yourself lady we all no we feel great after we lie and that lying doesn’t lower our self esteem!”
My point being, half of my teachers have no idea what they are talking about!! Now that you know how crappy school is right now, lets go to a happier place in my life, hell at home!
Every day I get to walk home from my, usually, crappy day at school to come home to hell. My brother messing with my stuff, and my parents obsessing over my homework, then yelling at me for stuff i didnt do. Delightful i no. Sometimes i wish i could just scream at them leave for the night. But noo if i do that then ill be being a “Bad girl that is being affected by my teenage hormones or PMS and that i dont rlly mean that and that ill regret going away” Well…F*** that thory and just let me leave for the night so then ill no how bad it is. I swear as soon as i get home from school my parents put up invisible metal bars on all the windows incase i try to escape before i finished my homework. There are too many disadvantages to having an asian mom and a white dad thats a contractor.
Well right now as im sitting at home bein the nerd on the computer, i realize how crappy my life really is and that no one is going to want to read this. But you know what? I dont really care. People an read this if they want of give up on me i dont care. As long as they realize this is just the beggining. Wether people follow me or not, im going to keep posting. And i am going to keep living my life no matter how good, or bad it may be.